On The Edge of Paradise

（總覺得這封面和我的部落格畫風不合哈哈XDDD）

哥，很潮（大誤

跟Machine Gun Kelly沒有很熟LOL

他從2006年就開始了他的音樂生涯，在2012及2015都各有推出專輯，分別是 “Lace Up” 跟 “General Admission”，也相繼交出了不俗的成績

不過我注意到他，還真的是從他跟Camilla合作的那首Bad Things呢(´･ω･`) →跟Rap圈完全QQ

Hailee越來越夯就不多介紹了<3

看她從羅密歐與茱麗葉演到歌喉讚2，從Love Myself唱到Starving（整張Haiz都推推）真的是一個甜美又出色的女孩紙呢(๑´ㅂ`๑)

其實平常我對Rap就普普通通，也很少特別去喜歡Rap是主要旋律的歌

罷特這首我真的還蠻喜歡的(❁´ω`❁) Hailee的副歌超讚#

- 以下廢話Part可略 -

上高中以來變得忙碌許多，在一堆事情跟掙扎裡浮沉，部落格也顧不太來了（這次難得浮出水面昂昂（挑段考前一週浮出來也是笑笑喇

歌詞勵志的歌曲很多，但難得我又遇上了一首讓我有些感觸的ˊˇˋ

√ 上一首大概是If You Could See Me Now吧河河，那時候升學吧啦吧啦的常常跟我媽起爭執QQ

雖然它的歌詞也就是淺顯直白型，一副含蓄內斂是什麼能吃嗎的樣子，不過還是有幾句話有touch到我ˊˇˋ

人生就是這樣吧，總是在求他人對自己的一個認同，求自己對自己的一個認同

後來我也給了歌詞裡的You一個形象，是他人，也是你的心（Do my heart quit tearing mine apart）──當自我都無法面對自我的時候，又該讓他人怎麼看你呢？

Try to stay true to yourself. Don't forget how big your dreams are at the beginning of your life journey.

不過下禮拜段考還是要認真考啊QQ

考爛之後跟我媽說 But if you can't take me at my worst. You don't deserve me at my best. 我媽應該只會把我劈了吧

[Machine Gun Kelly:]

I wrote this song as a message for help

譜著這首歌，作為仗義援助的訊息

On behalf of anybody finding themselves

或許能幫上那些還在尋找自我的人

I wrote this letter to numb your pain

寫著這封信，希望能讓你的痛苦退卻

'Cause every day I wake up I'm feeling the same

因為每天一早醒來，我也都感同身受

I got issues just like you got issues

那些問題發生在我身上，一如在你身上

I been hurt I seen the scar tissue

受過傷，見識過瘢痕累累

If I show you would you run away

如果告訴你真相，你會不會跑走呢？

Do I gotta hide 'em for you to wanna stay

藏起這些，求一個想留下的微薄願望？

Do I, even need you, should I leave you

即便是那麼需要你，卻還是得離開你？

Do I, gotta be you, just to please you

變成你想要的模樣，只為了取悅你？

Do I, say I'm all good, when I bleed you

說著一切都好，身心都為你淌血？

Do my heart quit tearing mine apart

我的心，你還能暫緩撕裂自己的節奏嗎？

[Hailee Steinfeld:]

I shout, I swear, I get angry, I get scared

我嘶喊、咒罵；我怨忿不平、畏懼未來

I fall, I break, I mess up, I make mistakes

我跌倒摔傷、破碎成片片；我搞砸一切，犯下彌天大錯

But if you can't take me at my worst

但，如果你不能接納我最糟的時刻

You don't deserve me at my best

那我想，你其實也不值得我的燦爛美好

[Machine Gun Kelly:]

Got to keep it going, got to keep my head up, uh

就讓生命繼續下去吧，昂首闊步，uh

Got to keep it going, got to keep my head up, uh

就讓生命繼續下去吧，昂首闊步，uh

Got to keep it going, got to keep my head up cause life is about

試圖勇敢的走著吧，驕傲的抬起頭來──見到人生的意義了嗎？

Alright check this out

好，來驗證吧

Life is about making mistakes

生活就是不斷、不斷的犯錯

It's also about trying to be great

可你也能試著從中學習、讓一切更好

Do not let failure scare you away

別讓虛張聲勢的挫折嚇跑你

I know you fed up, you fall, get up

我知道你厭倦這些、為此摔得粉身碎骨，然而請你一定要站起來

It's all in us, I can speak about 'cause I did it (true)

每個人都有這份潛力，我誇下海口是因為我做到了（真的）

Ladies and gentlemen here's the exhibit

各位紳士和淑女，這是絕無僅有的場合

It's my life look a little closer you could see the highlight

稍微站靠近點，你就能看到刺目的燈光聚焦在我的人生上

Gold ain't always golden but I told 'em

金子不見得永遠閃亮，我卻能揮手抹去塵埃

Look at all the years I've been waiting for a moment

回首須臾的年，久候的一刻得來不易

Shed a lot of tears just to smile in the morning

無數夜間的淚痕，就為了換了隔日早晨的微笑

Tell me could you love me, tell me could you love me

告訴我你能愛我，告訴我你能愛這樣的我

Tell me could you love me if I told you why

讓我知道你可以愛，一旦我向你剖白真心

[Hailee Steinfeld:]

I shout, I swear, I get angry, I get scared

我嘶喊、咒罵；我怨忿不平、畏懼未來

I fall, I break, I mess up, I make mistakes

我跌倒摔傷、破碎成片片；我搞砸一切，犯下彌天大錯

But if you can't take me at my worst

但，如果你不能接納我最糟的時刻

You don't deserve me at my best

那我想，你其實也不值得我的燦爛美好

[Machine Gun Kelly:]

This song's for anybody, yeah

這首歌是給所有人的，yeah

Who feels like I did

與我共享同樣感受的芸芸眾生

Never the cool kid

我們從來都不是最耀眼的一群

This song's for anybody

讓所有人都聽見吧

Who fought their way through

就算用自己的方式對抗命運，你也不孤獨

Always remain true

請記得一開始的純稚和初衷

This song's for anybody

你們，都聽見這首歌了

The one's who trying to get it

給那不惜一切走下去的人

The one's who dreaming and live it

致那永遠有夢、活出其中色彩的英雄

This song's for anybody

不要忘了給你們的這首歌

This song, this song, this song, this song, this song, this song

唱吧，唱吧，唱吧，唱吧，唱吧，唱吧

[Hailee Steinfeld:]

I shout, I swear, I get angry, I get scared

我嘶喊、咒罵；我怨忿不平、畏懼未來

I fall, I break, I mess up, I make mistakes

我跌倒摔傷、破碎成片片；我搞砸一切，犯下彌天大錯

But if you can't take me at my worst

但，如果你不能接納我最糟的時刻

You don't deserve me at my best

那我想，你其實也不值得我的燦爛美好

[Machine Gun Kelly:]

Got to keep it going, got to keep my head up, uh

就讓生命繼續下去吧，昂首闊步，uh

Got to keep it going, got to keep my head up, uh

就讓生命繼續下去吧，昂首闊步，uh

Got to keep it going, got to keep my head up cause life is about

試圖勇敢的走著吧，驕傲的抬起頭來──難道這不就是人生嗎？

By 又要潛下去的Lorna

訊息等我啊啊啊啊部落格留言等來世吧

2017.03.22